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March 27th, 2007

01:44 am: The Stuff They Don't Teach You in School.
Hello.

My name, if you haven't heard me say it before, is [REDACTED]. It's my real name. It's all over the internet. I don't want to think about how much dirt you can dig up on me because of this. I don't have some clever pseudonym to hide behind. I don't even have a nickname.

I like it that way. It means whatever I say, however contradictory, isn't something I can run from. It's who I am. Today. Tomorrow. Yesterday. I can disagree with myself but I can't hide from myself.

I bring this up now because I am about to share with you something I have never shared before, not in toto, not like this. The only person who knows most of this besides myself and my therapist is probably [info]thete1, and even then I probably left a lot of this stuff out. I'm writing this out because I want to write it before I forget how. All I ask in return is that you treat the words with respect.

The words . . . are behind this cut. )

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